Blog title explaination

I named the blog "Self Fulfilling Prophecy" because I believe that I will have early onset Altzheimers. Those closest to me feel that by prepping myself in this manner really will be enough cause for it to happen. Personally, I would rather prepare for the worst and then be happily surprised. But either way, I could just be self fulfilling my destiny. Who knows.

 Then the question is, should I go get tested now? Am I prepared for that? Am I ready to have my pre-concieved fate be confirmed or is it scarier to not know what will kill me?

 I am so damn morbid. . .

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